“Behind the multiplicity of forms there is a single reality.”
– Aldous Huxley –
“Behind the multiplicity of forms there is a single reality.”
– Aldous Huxley –

Why Beware of the Doug?
I’m what is known as a spiritual seeker and this site is a kind of running commentary on my journey. One important nugget I’ve learned along the way: the belief in a Doug that exists separate and apart from the world around it is the core fallacy on which all other errors are erected. Doug can engage in a spiritual journey, he just can’t finish it.

Why Beware of the Doug?
I’m what is known as a spiritual seeker and this site is a kind of running commentary on my journey. One important nugget I’ve learned along the way: the belief in a Doug that exists separate and apart from the world around it is the core fallacy on which all other errors are erected. Doug can engage in a spiritual journey, he just can’t finish it.
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In 2007 I was invited by a Lakota to undergo a guided vision quest in New Mexico's mountains. We carefully hunted the saplings that would serve as four-corners staffs, bundled and tied the prayer flags,[...]

Not long after I turned 13, I found myself living with my father on the 11th floor of a Virginia apartment 20 minutes from downtown Washington, D.C. One morning, shortly before departing for his secretive[...]

Searching for peace, happiness, truth, God, meaning, I spent years exploring a variety of religious, spiritual, metaphysical, and alternative teachings. One by one, however, each failed me due to their various inventor-inspired rites, rituals, teachers,[...]
“Peace will come to the hearts of men when they realize their oneness with the universe. It is everywhere.”
– Black Elk –

“Peace will come to the hearts of men when they realize their oneness with the universe. It is everywhere.”
– Black Elk –


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